Mirna Helbawy

Are you stupid? Do you like living in the role of a fool? Would you like to humiliate yourself that much? If he had a choice between you and her, would you think he would choose you ? Why?... Put an end to this farce! You hurt yourself and those around you with your stupid thoughts, feelings and delusions! I am tired of you lying to yourself and me, and I am tired of you personally!”
I wanted to disappear, and was about to cry, but something made the tears hard, refusing to come out of my eyeballs. I feel like I'm about to explode. Shams called late at night. He found my voice choked with tears, and I did not want to tell him any feelings I had for Adham, even though he is the closest to me in this world.
- Owner? what happened?
- I'm a little upset!
- What's wrong? Is there a need? I come to you?
- no. I just...why am I always the second choice for people?

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